Christmas is Coming!

Well, less than a month a way and christmas will be here.

And just over two weeks until me EDD! There's alot we still need to do around the house. Sarah is almost done painting our room upstairs and then we will be able to move back up there. The browns we picked out ended up being more reddish but it looks good none the less. The stairs are almost done mind a coat of finish and a railing which will both be done next week hopefully. I've managed to get all the Christmas decorations up and have about half the shopping done so far, which is great because usually I am a last minute shopper. Ha! Ha! Ha!

Update on the pregnancy. Last weeks apointment my DR told me that I was measuring really big still. I really think It has to do with a surgery I had when i was two resulting in a big 'fat pouch' that is about 4 inchs I've had my whole life. Either way she sent me for another gest. diabites test on wednesday and booked me for anothe ultrasound. Funny thing about that is my due date is the 14th, which is a monday, and my U/S is for the 10th which is the prior thursday so supposing I have my baby on the 14th they wont have time to get the results from the lab to the clinic in time. Plus my U/S due date has said the 9th the whole pregnancy so it's amusing me. My friend said if i had baby early I should show up to the U/S anyways since they are so hard to get in to. LOL

Last night we had Sarahs staff party. We had dinner and went bowling, It was alright, i opted out of bowling though but it was amusing to watch all the drunk folks trying to bowl :) I just finished breakfast and now I am about to go clean some more stuff. Thanks for checking in.

The quality on my picture is poor but this year our colors are purple and blue. I love the look of our tree this year, I think I did a great job. Oh! I am suppose to be getting belly shots done tomorrow if all goes well. Its been a brown winter so far, no snow. But the last few days we've had rain and then it freezes causing these roads to be super icy. Hopefully it will snow soon so we will be able to have a bit more traction on these rough roads. Take care guys!

xmas lights

nervously waiting...

Dear Baby P.

Hi, this is one of your mommy's. You might wonder about that one day, how you have two moms and no daddy. One day I will tell you all about the miracle you are to us. This is your birth mommy however. And as we come closer to the day you are to arrive I find myself nervous. I find myself not nervous because you are coming but for the process you will be arriving. I have decided to have a natural birth because I believe it is better and safer for you. And i want to make sure i continue to make these hard choices in the right manner. Giving birth seems scary sometimes, but I have a great support system and your other mommy is amazing. I know that she will be there holding my hand through it all and i know that as long as i keep breathing, soon i will hold you in my arms. I can not wait to meet you baby. My heart has already fallen in love with you. As you grow and move around in my belly, my heart softens. I can not wait to see your beautiful eyes. Or for the first time you smile at me. My heart is so happy knowing you will be here in just a few short weeks. I am nervous though baby, so please be easy on me if you can at all, and i promise i will try my hardest to make the right choices through it all. I dont care how big you are, as long as your healthy, i know it will be okay. I know that through each contraction I can relax and breath and you will try your best to move fast and right down the birth path. Please know that i love you and i will always. Love, mommy A