Dear Baby P.
Hi, this is one of your mommy's. You might wonder about that one day, how you have two moms and no daddy. One day I will tell you all about the miracle you are to us. This is your birth mommy however. And as we come closer to the day you are to arrive I find myself nervous. I find myself not nervous because you are coming but for the process you will be arriving. I have decided to have a natural birth because I believe it is better and safer for you. And i want to make sure i continue to make these hard choices in the right manner. Giving birth seems scary sometimes, but I have a great support system and your other mommy is amazing. I know that she will be there holding my hand through it all and i know that as long as i keep breathing, soon i will hold you in my arms. I can not wait to meet you baby. My heart has already fallen in love with you. As you grow and move around in my belly, my heart softens. I can not wait to see your beautiful eyes. Or for the first time you smile at me. My heart is so happy knowing you will be here in just a few short weeks. I am nervous though baby, so please be easy on me if you can at all, and i promise i will try my hardest to make the right choices through it all. I dont care how big you are, as long as your healthy, i know it will be okay. I know that through each contraction I can relax and breath and you will try your best to move fast and right down the birth path. Please know that i love you and i will always. Love, mommy A
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